Growing Up Ugly (+ why I think it was a good thing)
Hi cuties! Today's video is a little different from my usual format đŐ. .Ő𩯠I'm trying to get better at talking to the camera ... I've always been pretty bad at putting my thoughts into words and coherent 'paragraphs' (is this a shy kid thing? I prefer writing more than talking) There are so many things that are more important than being physically attractive but it's getting harder and harder to decenter our appearances in this digital age. I am constantly trying to balance my mental health with my vanity, as well as the desire to benefit from the privileges of being considered pretty. I have a feeling that this will be a persistent struggle until the day (if ever) that I decide to stop caring about my appearance and trying to improve/maintain it. If you have these same feelings, you're not alone (ââą Ö âąâ)ဠđđ đđ„đđđ„đ€ Intro . . . 00:00 Growing Up Ugly . . . 0:52 The Origin of My Appearance Anxiety . . . 2:20 The Influence of K-pop & the Korean Beauty Standard . . . 3:44 My Feelings About Plastic Surgery . . . 5:15 Learning How to (Productively) Self-analyze . . . 7:12 Body Dysmorphia & Why I'm Anti-dieting . . . 8:45 Concluding Thoughts . . . 10:37 Also I'm so sorry for the jumpscare at 8:17 idk what happened ßčđ„Šßč #glowupjourney #girltalk âââââââ đđ đđđžđŸđ¶đđ .⊠ĘË ig: @ Nicnole https://www.instagram.com/nicnole/ tiktok: @ HeyNicnole https://www.tiktok.com/@heynic....nole âââââââ ------ ŰŁŰčŰŹŰšÙ ÙÙŰŻÙÙ (Growing Up Ugly (+ why I think it was a good thing))Ű ÙÙ ÙÙÙ Ű§ÙŰȘŰŽŰ§Ù Ű§ÙÙ ŰČÙŰŻ Ù Ù Ű§ÙÙ ŰŰȘÙÙ Ű§ÙÙ ŰŽŰ§ŰšÙŰ Ù ŰŽŰ§ÙŰŻŰ© ŰŁŰŰŻŰ« ۧÙÙÙŰŻÙÙÙۧŰȘŰ ÙۧÙŰȘÙۧŰčÙ Ù Űč Ű”ÙۧŰč ۧÙÙ ŰŰȘÙÙ Ù ŰšŰ§ŰŽŰ±Ű© ŰčÙÙ Ù Ù۔۩ VibVob. ŰŽŰ§Ű±Ù ŰšŰ±ŰŁÙÙ ÙÙ Ű§ÙŰȘŰčÙÙÙۧŰȘ ۚۧÙŰŁŰłÙÙ ÙÙÙ ŰŹŰČŰĄŰ§Ù Ù Ù Ù ŰŹŰȘÙ ŰčÙۧ ۧÙŰȘÙۧŰčÙÙ.